When your only job is hunting for one

Once, they say there was a man, presumed to be a leader beyond compare Of people, to whom he promised, that days of light would ensue their night, And from the tyranny of the prevailing rulers, he would free them all. But Beware! Said some elders who smelled the spice in his talks, that which only added to their plight. But no heed did anyone pay, and appointed him as their leader, And he, under the guise of realizing promises, went on playing a different game. A game of control, rightly so, as he now began gardening people's minds, his ideas the seeders, And time did play its role, as those seeds sprouted, and the garden was now his to tame. Now the king, though self-proclaimed, he started bringing about change not wanted, That of currency and of loyalty, which shifted towards his bureaucratic friends, Who benefitted millions from this chaos, and market monopoly, they now flaunted, Whilst some struggled and others protested, but in this pandemonium only saw their ends. And now fin...

Is there a debt to be paid? asks my mind, To all those who taught me how to survive and rise above survival, To those who gave me knowledge and helped many mysteries unwind, Who taught me an unbiased seeking of God, that Quran equals Geeta equals Bible. Is there a debt to be paid? asks my heart, To all those who fed me love and passion, so that I may grow kind, To those who did with me cry and laugh, painting my life into this gem of an art, Who taught me to love even the deaf and dumb, and who also taught me that love is blind. Is there a debt to be paid? ask my ears, To all those whose lulled me to slumber, and scolded me to the right way, To those whose joy was spoken by blissful kisses, and pain by doleful tears, Who taught me to applaud timbre and tune, and filter them curses to bay. Is there a debt to be paid? asks my tongue, To all those who moulded it to spew fire upon injustice, if not, immaculate gold, To those who wrongly earned my curses, and still were not stung, Who taugh...

People do the strangest of things in their lives. They live a consistently self-induced miserable lie, and yet constantly discuss other peoples' lives. They discuss the lives of their friends, their colleagues, their peers, their relatives, their roommates. They talk about their opinions, their personality, their choices and decisions, their relations and relatives, their morals and values and religion. Now, these people that they talk about; they don't necessarily affect their lives in any fancy manner. Their choices may or may not cause the complete upheaval of one's life and routine. How they talk, eat, laugh, bathe, clean their room, cry or chat on the phone, will only affect a person as much as a yowling cat or a buzzing honeybee does. A discussion about whether they clean the bathtub or the commode after using it or not, should not lead to how they were badly raised by their inefficient parents, or how they can never succeed and make good relations with anybody becaus...

In the past few days, my yearning for the basis and core of all digital technology has led me to read about and watch videos on applicati ons of  mathematics. During the same, have come to realize that if you look closely enough, mathematics can be the basis of all ideology and philosophy. I was, in a way, able to formulate my own by taking a few of these examples and putting them in "perspective".   ` I always keep a strong connection between my identity and my actions, i.e. how I am and what I do. Described below are some of the very key features of how I am and will be, with a little mathematical motivation in the background~ 1.  Be observant and aware : Be very observant and aware of your surroundings and environment. Who you are and what you do impacts others in more ways than you can fathom. Be like Fibonacci or the Jain poet Hemachandra, who observed how nature proliferates at the micro and macro level and discovered that it does so in a very strange, yet determini...